Healing (Gestalt)
( This song emerged fully formed in a therapy session I had with a very lovely lady who's name I have unfortunately forgotten. The session was taped so I know it happened exactly as written here.)
Come along, come along
Everybody come along and see
What is happening to me
Do you know all the story
That happened to the poor little boy?
Can you hear; can you see; can you feel
What happened back then?
No I can't. I always sit in the blackness
Blind, and deaf, and dumb
Without feelings
But sometimes, I let it all happen …
Maybe we're going to get something different
Out of this, than we started wanting
Maybe we're going to get something different
Something we didn't expect
Maybe we're going to be able to see
All the pictures we've hid since we were three
And we haven't let them out, because
We kept them in the hole
Our soul -
We kept it behind a great big wall
We built it about a million miles tall
And we didn't let any of it out, at all
And so maybe, what's going to happen,
We're going to open our eyes, and let it out
Open our brain
Take away the wall; take away the blinds
Time to let the small boy see again
See again. See again
Like he used to see
When he was three
And maybe what we're going to do
Is take the wall right down
And allow ourselves to clown around.
(You get a double rhyme for the price of one)
And maybe we're going to lift the blinds
And throw open all the shutters
Let the light stream into our beautiful room
With the easel, and the paints
And the pencils, and the crayons, and the glue
Maybe we're going to open up
The attic and the cellar
We're going to see everything
That made this little fellow
Shut down when he did
And it's going to be like opening the lid
On a Jack-in-the-box
Everything pops out like cocks!
Pox!Everything comes out
Everything bursts into the air
Like a flare
Sharing
All the pretty colours with everybody else
It's going to be so lovely
When we let it all come out
Let it all go; let it all …
Let ourselves see
And hear
And be ourself
Just a trillion of us living inside of me
All of us
All the bits and pieces
That I hid away and wouldn't see
All of us can join together
Into one person
Who's known as MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
And I won't have to keep the straight jacket on
I can take it off and throw it on the scrap heap
I can take off the jacket with the laces and the whalebone
And throw it on the scrap heap
We'll build a bonfire - build it high
Set it alight so the sparks flow to the sky
And we'll watch, and dance around, and sing
And have a lot of fun
Everything will be fine
We'll all be gay
We'll all be happy every day
And we'll all sing together in the same voice
Not a lot of voices all pulling in different directions
All saying, 'No you can't go there!
You've got to come here!
No! What? Wait! Wait!
Be! How? Do! What?
Yes! No! Stop! Go!
Up! Down! Come! Go! …'
No, we'll all say ‘Yes!’
That's what we're doing
That's where we're going
That's who we're being
That's who we are!
That's who we really, really,
Truely-ruly, Mike O'Dooley are
That's who we are!
That's who we are?
That's who we is?
That's who we am?
That's who I be?
That's who I am!
That's me
That's me!
That's ME!
(The tape ran out and she said, ‘That seems like an appropriate place to stop.’)